No patience

I really do love my children but they frustrate me to no end especially the oldest. He drives me nuts which I tell him quite frequently and his reply is "I don't make nuts", this kid always has something to say and always wants questions answered at the most in opportune times. My husband says he gets his talking so much from me Hmmm do I annoy myself or anyone else I really hope not. My patience level is non existent and when I mean non existent that is what I mean we are (more like me a def con -500). My lovely children I think were sent here to try my patience and to see how I would react and you know what I react and how do I react by yelling and yelling and more yelling. The whole neighborhood probably wonders what the heck is going on at my house. Well let's see a almost 4yr old who talks to much, a 2yr old that WHINES about everything and a 7 month old who really just wants to eat alot. The poor kid gets picked on quite frequently by Jared and Jared #2 as I call her. Taylor is a little DRAMA queen can someone please get this girl a crown!!! Seriously though Sundays at church are a nightmare, she screams and cries and carry's on about not wanting to go to Nursery class I don't put up with her crap I drop her off I leave. Jared also is having trouble going to Primary, kicking and crying and I don't stand for it I pick him up put him on his chair and head for the door while he is chasing after me. Hello kids the umbilical cords were cut along time ago, Calgon take me away, PLEASE!!!!!!! Maybe to a deserted island yeah that would be great.

So the last couple of days have been challenging and I have really tried to remember they are just kids and I need to realize that every day. The yelling came back full force today more like screaming at the top of my lungs. I get so frustrated when I am sitting nursing the baby and Jared pesters his sister to death. All I want is when I call one of my children by there name I expect them to respond but maybe I am asking way to much. They say it takes 21 days to break a habit and I guess I am back to square one. Only 21 days to go to break the yelling habit, we'll have to see how it goes.